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You are…

Just a heads up that I won’t be on here for about 2 weeks.  I will be without access to the internet.  While I’m gone I want to leave you with this…

You are seen…because He is the God who sees. (Genesis 16:13)

You are known…because He knit you together in your mother’s womb.  He even knew you before He created the world. (Psalm 139, Ephesians 1:3-6)

You are loved…because He is love. (I John 4:7-19)

You are never alone nor forsaken…because He has said He will never leave nor forsake you. (Deuteronomy 31:6, Joshua 1:5 and Hebrews 13:5)

You are never hopeless…because Jesus is the hope of the world. (Psalm 71:5, Jeremiah, 17:7, Acts 28:20, Romans 15:12, I Timothy 1:1, Titus 2:13-14)

You are never without grace…because Jesus is the personification of grace. (John 1:14, Romans 5:15, II Corithians 8:9, II Corinthians 13:14, Ephesians 1:7, Ephesians 2:8-9, Titus 2:11, Titus 3:7, I Peter 1:10)

You are valuable to God.  (Luke 12:6-7)

You matter to God.  Never forget that!

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Time for Change

On Monday I talked about how I will not be moved.  By that I mean that I won’t let go of God, His word or His promises.  No way no how.  But as serious as I am about hanging on, I’m just as serious about change. 

As much as I love my cozy comfortable bed and simple little life, I crave change.  I need it.  When my life gets boring or monotonous I create whatever change what I can.  I used to move to a new place once a year or so, until I bought my house.  Now, instead of moving, I rearrange my furniture or move my bedroom to another room in the house.  I paint walls.  I dye or cut my hair.  I take road trips.  I even take a different way to work, just to have something different.  Being still is difficult when you continually have the desire to go somewhere, anywhere, else. 

It’s not that my life is bad.  It’s not.  I have a job.  A house.  A car.  I’m healthy.  My family’s healthy.  I have great friends.  I go to a great church & love my church family.  I’m grateful, truly grateful for the blessings in my life.  But there’s something in me that craves the new.

It’s not that I’m discontented.  I’m not.  But I love to learn new things.  I love to create processes and set things up and then turn it over to someone else to maintain.  Once I master something, I’m over it.  I need the challenge.  I need the adventure of learning new things or discovering new places.

Had I been born in the 1600-1800s I probably would have been one of those people continually going west.  Although I wonder how that would have gone because I’ve never actually made it to Oregon on the Oregon Trail game.  Ever.  Has anyone?  Ever?  Even as an adult I cannot beat that stupid game.  Anyway…

It’s funny that I posted about the song ‘Moving On’ the other day because I’m really feeling the need to move on.  Like I said, it’s not that I need to escape a horrible situation or bad people.  I don’t.  I just need some change.

Then I went to church last Sunday and got challenged a bit in my idea of moving on and change in my Pastor’s new sermon series called… Move.  No seriously…after thinking about and talking about this all last week with my friends, I go to church and hear it’s time to move!  You can check it out here.  Pastor D talked about how growing and moving forward always starts in God’s Word.  The answer is always the Word.

God’s Word is amazing.  It transforms our thinking.  It is the light unto our path.  It is alive and sharper than any two-edged sword.  It teaches us.  It edifies and encourages us.  It brings healing to our hearts and bodies.

If you are frustrated or feeling stuck… If you are in a place that you can’t really move…  If you need some change…  Maybe God’s calling you higher.  Maybe He’s challenging you to go deeper.  Maybe it’s time to move and change INSIDE.

Happy Thursday.

Musical Monday: I Will Not Be Moved

‘I Will Not Be Moved’ by Natalie Grant has been my theme song on and off since it was released.  Take a gander:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gTeQdLKiRg8

Wayward child acting out….

I was a good kid for the most part.  I was a tad mouthy and such but I generally did as I was told.  I got good grades.  I only got one detention in all of high school.  I went to and liked church and youth group.  I officially got saved at 16.  Pretty good track record, huh?  Yep.  But then…I turned 17.

Something happened to me at 17 where I just LOATHED any sort of rule.  I may have still obeyed most of the rules I was given, but in my heart anger had begun to build.  I looked obedient but looks were deceiving.  I was rebellious and becoming more and more bitter every day.  While I still attended church and youth group and loved Jesus, I told God to take a hike.  (Please don’t ask me how the 17 year old me thought she could separate the Son from the Father…I have no idea how she thought this was possible, but she did.  She was weird and angry and borderline crazy.  Anyway…)  I saw God as the mean one just waiting for me to screw up, so he could cast me out.  I hated His rules more than any others because of this lie I believed.

I went off to college planning to leave parental rules, Biblical law and every other regulation in the dust.  I was FREE!  Right?  Wrong.  I was so wrong.  There were still rules and laws at the university level too.  Dorm and campus rules.  Michigan laws.  The laws of gravity and motion.  Oh and that God guy…He’s there too.  Great.

It took 7 years before I realized I actually needed God.  I missed church too.  I came back to Him very broken and fully expecting to be treated poorly.  I could go to heaven, but I’d be homeless there.  I would be permitted to attend to church, but on a probationary period only.  God wouldn’t actually like me, let alone love me.  At best I expected to be tolerated, at worst severely punished.  Maybe if I behaved perfectly I could earn my way back into His good graces.  Maybe.

It’s grace I’m standing on…

Then I actually spent time with God and began to get to know who He really is.  I learned that He was a creative genius who made the sky, trees and filled the earth with beauty.  I saw that He was love.  I learned that He was good and He doesn’t want a single person to perish.  I learned that He had a good plan for my life, even still.  Best of all, I learned that He never left me, not one time.  He was with me when I walked out of His will and chose to go the world’s way.  He was with me at the bar.  He saw me make MANY dumb choices.  He was with me when my first love and I broke each other’s hearts.  He saw me graduate from college.  He was with me when I got engaged to the wrong man.  He was with me when I got sick.  And through all of that, He loved me.

He what?

He loved me.  Every. Single. Second. Of. Every. Single. Day. (“Yes, I have loved you with an everlasting love; therefore with lovingkindness I have drawn you.” Jeremiah 31:3)

Then when I called out to Him, He opened His arms to me and welcomed me back.  I didn’t have to beg or plead or beat myself up.  I didn’t have to burn sacrifices on the altar or volunteer to lick anyone’s boots.  I just had to call out.  That was it.  I wish I’d have understood about His grace before I spent nearly a decade trying to make up for all the crap I pulled.  Lesson learned.

I will make mistakes…

I’ve come a long way from 17, but I’m by no means perfect.  I will make mistakes.  But my mistakes remind me that I need Him.  My weaknesses are not a design flaw.  Where I’m weak, He’s strong.  We are a team, God and I.  And that’s exactly what He wants from you too.  Partnership.  Relationship.  He wants to love you and help you to succeed.

That’s why I will NOT be moved.  I need Him.  Every. Single. Second. Of. Every. Single. Day. I NEED HIM.

I’ll leave you with Psalm 107.  This Psalm shows that no matter what kind of trouble you’ve gotten yourself into, cry out to God.  He’s waiting for you to ask for His help.  He’s waiting for you to tell Him you need Him.  We all need Him because of Adam’s sin in the Garden.  We’ve all inherited it.  Jesus is the only cure.

Psalm 107

“Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good! His faithful love endures forever. Has the Lord redeemed you? Then speak out! Tell others he has redeemed you from your enemies. For he has gathered the exiles from many lands, from east and west, from north and south.

Some wandered in the wilderness, lost and homeless. Hungry and thirsty, they nearly died. “Lord, help!” they cried in their trouble, and he rescued them from their distress. He led them straight to safety, to a city where they could live. Let them praise the Lord for his great love and for the wonderful things he has done for them. For he satisfies the thirsty and fills the hungry with good things.

Some sat in darkness and deepest gloom, imprisoned in iron chains of misery. They rebelled against the words of God, scorning the counsel of the Most High. That is why he broke them with hard labor; they fell, and no one was there to help them. “Lord, help!” they cried in their trouble, and he saved them from their distress. He led them from the darkness and deepest gloom; he snapped their chains. Let them praise the Lord for his great love and for the wonderful things he has done for them. For he broke down their prison gates of bronze; he cut apart their bars of iron.

Some were fools; they rebelled and suffered for their sins. They couldn’t stand the thought of food, and they were knocking on death’s door. Lord, help!” they cried in their trouble, and he saved them from their distress. He sent out his word and healed them, snatching them from the door of death. Let them praise the Lord for his great love and for the wonderful things he has done for them. Let them offer sacrifices of thanksgiving and sing joyfully about his glorious acts.

Some went off to sea in ships, plying the trade routes of the world. They, too, observed the Lord’s power in action, his impressive works on the deepest seas. He spoke, and the winds rose, stirring up the waves. Their ships were tossed to the heavens and plunged again to the depths; the sailors cringed in terror. They reeled and staggered like drunkards and were at their wits’ end. “Lord, help!” they cried in their trouble, and he saved them from their distress. He calmed the storm to a whisper and stilled the waves. What a blessing was that stillness as he brought them safely into harbor! Let them praise the Lord for his great love and for the wonderful things he has done for them. Let them exalt him publicly before the congregation and before the leaders of the nation.

He changes rivers into deserts, and springs of water into dry, thirsty land. He turns the fruitful land into salty wastelands, because of the wickedness of those who live there. But he also turns deserts into pools of water, the dry land into springs of water. He brings the hungry to settle there and to build their cities. They sow their fields, plant their vineyards, and harvest their bumper crops. How he blesses them! They raise large families there, and their herds of livestock increase.

When they decrease in number and become impoverished through oppression, trouble, and sorrow, the Lord pours contempt on their princes, causing them to wander in trackless wastelands. But he rescues the poor from trouble and increases their families like flocks of sheep. The godly will see these things and be glad, while the wicked are struck silent. Those who are wise will take all this to heart; they will see in our history the faithful love of the Lord.”

 

Vortex of ideas…

My head has been a swirling vortex of ideas this whole week. SO many things on my mind. I’ve thoughts and even notes but I’ve struggled a bit with getting them in a format that is understandable or readable by anyone but me. So I haven’t blogged this week.

And now it’s Friday.  Meaning it’s my last chance for the week to put something encouraging into the blogosphere. I can’t let that opportunity pass me by. So please ponder this…

God spoke everything into existence.  (Genesis 1:1-25)  Do you know the only thing He didn’t speak into existence?  Humans.  We were formed and lovingly created.  (Genesis 1:26-28)  We were given life when God breathed into us. (Genesis 2:4-7)  We are the clay and He is our potter. (Isaiah 64:8)

You were made by God with purpose, for a purpose and on purpose.

Everything God makes is beautiful.  God made you.  Therefore you are beautiful.
Happy Weekend!

Quote of the Day: What we are is God’s gift to us. Who we become is our gift to God. -Unknown